Still Awake!

So it's past 1AM and I'm currently waiting for my trial version of Adobe Indesign CS3 to finish downloading... it's taking forever. I have already proved that I'm addicted to blogging. I just made this account a few hours ago.. and I'm already at 2 posts for today. In terms of work, I have a few sketches done...more like, 6. I am so fail. 

For some reason, I'm not at the point of breaking  down yet. I really think this is some way my body reacts to stress. I tend to avoid things I know will take time to do.... but then I leave it to the very last minute. Which is so bad. There's just so much to do.. school... and all the other stuff people would rather be doing. I mean, I LOVE my program... it's just that there's so much work. I'm sure it wouldn't be so much if I actually started early... but I guess that's just how I work. I find that most of my best work was taken out of my ass the night before it was due. I bring this upon myself...But I'll try to work early, I swear. 

I'm off msn now because everyone got off. So... no reason to stay online. 

I was discussing this with one of my friends... I feel kinda lonely. 

To quote her, "in university, loneliness ENGULFS you!...I feel so inexperienced."

But yeah, my "husband" is looking really enticing right now. This might sound crazy, but I get these weird, gut feelings about stuff. When ever I talk about him or think about him, I get it. The thing is, I'm not sure if it's a bad or good thing. Hopefully it's a good thing...  because it would suck if it wasn't. There's also theories/happenings related to him that make me think stuff... but this post is getting really long as it is.

I have a low self-esteem... that's why I can't talk to certain people. No matter how much you'd like to go forward, there's always that little thing in your head holding you back. But you know, when people start talking about a certain someone a lot... you start to develop your own ideas about that person. According to my sister, "you hear all these good things about him and you tend to create this idea of him... when you meet him, don't fall in love with him." I don't think I have yet... I'm not the type to fall in love with someone right after I meet them... I have a feeling, though, that I probably will when I get to know him better. But yeah, I guess I'll pursue it... I'll see him tomorrow. 

My headache still isn't gone. It's hurting a lot more. It has to be the computer. 

I'm sleeping in about 30 minutes... My friend told me that it's best to sleep with UNEVEN hours... My sister confirmed that theory with talk of REM cycles and such. I think it's all psychological... but yeah, I'm starting to think it. I sleep either 3, 5, 7, or 9 hours now... I think I do fine with 5 hours of sleep. I only slept 5 hours a night last week....and I'm normal...kinda. 

So I have found that I have to exit Safari to finish up my indesign download. 

I guess I'll do some sketches until it's done... then off t0 bed. 

The End.

P.S. Geek Moment: Wow, I really like how the numbers on Georgia go below the baseline of the actually letters. I wish I knew how to type small caps... because when I type in all caps next to a number ex. 1AM... it's not in line with the number... which is a TYPE CRIME! 

Okay... Sleeping now. I have made... 6 more sketches. Which is 12 in total... yay me! *claps* Try to figure out who says/does that and you will get a cookie.