Wow... this is the longest amount of time where I haven't blogged. So get ready for a very long entry. Filled with rants and OMG moments.
Ready... set...
SO this is the beginning of my entry. In the days where I have been away from blogging, I've done a variety of things. I was actually really busy. And I don't mean I was sitting in front of my computer reading a million chapters of manga and watching thousands of hours of anime. Well, I did do that... BUT add that to hanging out with friends and family. That was pretty general. Shall I give you a play by play description? I think I shall. I don't feel like attaching pictures today because I want to maintain a constant flow of writing without interrupting my thoughts as I pause to attach a picture and wait 5 minutes for them to load. I apologize for bombarding you with long paragraphs and large heaps of text that may very well leave you cross-eyed and weary. I promise to add some sort of imagery later on so your eyes can forgive me. At least this is set in a serif font? Makes it more legible, right?
Feel free to take breaks. This will take a while....
Let's start with Monday. I went skating with my friends from school at Nathan Phillips Square. It was unseasonably warm that day... about 8 degrees celsius. The snow was already melting. At that time, I doubted that there would actually be any ice on the rink to skate on. We went downtown about... 2 hours earlier than the time we were to meet the rest of the group and we browsed for cosplay fabric. We didn't buy any. I'd much rather like it if all of the members of our cosplay group bought it together. Much more fair/fun that way. Anyway, after fabric browsing and last-minute secret Santa shopping, we headed to City Hall. To our surprise the rink was still intact. There was just a huge puddle in the middle of it.
After about... 2 hours, I started to freeze so I went to the nearby Tim Horton's to warm up with a friend. The rest of the group joined us later on where, from there, we headed to a Korean BBQ place. I have never eaten so much meat in my life. We were honestly in the restaurant for 2 hours–maybe more–and we just kept on eating. The people I sat with certainly got their money's worth. The service there was... I'd like to say terrible, but that might be a little mean. Let's just say it wasn't good. It seemed like they were trying to get rid of us... even though we were still eating. Also, whenever we tried to order, it would take forever to get our food or we were ignored altogether.
We exchanged secret Santa gifts at the restaurant. I got the name of a girl I kind of knew. Good thing I bought generic, cute Hello Kitty candy. I'm glad I didn't get the name of the one guy who hung out with us.
On to Tuesday! I hung out with two of my really close friends where we planning to watch Twilight for the second time. However, we decided to watch Bolt. It was a really cute movie. Rhino the hamster is my hero. Haha. After that, we browsed around the mall, more specifically, the gift/toy store inside T&T supermarket. After that, we just sat around and talked. While we were talking, one of my friends showed up. His birthday was on Thursday and he was asking me what I wanted to do on that day. I felt a bit awkward because I thought I was the only one hanging out with him.... Well, I'll describe more when I get to Thursday.
I woke up early on Wednesday to help out my uncle. My grandmother was going in for an appointment/minor surgery at Mt. Sinai hospital. We had to drive to the hospital where my grandmother was staying and get her ready. We also had to get the papers, health card, hospital card and new trach (something inserted into her trachea to help her breath) ready was well. When we got there, my uncle and I were running around the 5th floor of the hospital looking for my grandmother. After about... 5 minutes, one of the nurses told us my grandmother was at a Christmas party. So we had to go back to the main floor to pick her up. Then back to the 5th floor to get her and the other things ready.
We met up with my mom at Mt. Sinai hospital after that. So, at the moment, grandmother has to use a walker so we couldn't really go on the escalators. What really sucked was that day, half of the elevators weren't working and there are like, 37823828739183190 floors in that hospital. Honestly. I'm pretty sure we waited 15 minutes for an elevator to come to the main floor. My grandmother was about... 10 minutes early for her appointment. My mom went with my grandmother when her name was called to see the doctor. My uncle and I just sat around for... about 45 minutes and talked. He also showed me some pictures he took on his DSLR. After that, we went back to drop off my grandmother and stayed with her for a while. So she's doing okay. Last time I heard, she was just feeling a little nauseated ... but besides that, all is good.
My sister called me on Thursday at 12:30PM. Good thing she called, or else I wouldn't have woken up. It was the first time in three days where I woke up in the afternoon. I slowly cooked lunch for myself and got ready for my outing. I had to take the bus to the mall because my parents were out doing errands. I didn't mind... it wasn't that cold when I left the house. Unfortunately, the bus was 15 minutes late and it got colder as I waited. So, weirdest thing, as soon as I get off the bus, I see one of my friends from high school that I haven't seen since well... high school. We had a quick hello/goodbye and Christmas greeting.
So for a while, I thought that I was going to hang out with my friend alone. It wasn't all that bad. We just walked around the mall a few times and bought movie tickets. About... 15 minutes before the movie started, our other friend called me and met up with us. We bought him a ticket 5 minutes before the movie started. We decided to watch Four Christmases. It's actually really funny. There were some sappy parts... but aside from that, a good atypical Christmas movie. It was only about... 90 minutes long. I thought that movies could not get shorter than Iron Man, which was 2 hours.
After the movie, we walked around and visited a friend who was working and I saw another high school friend who I haven't seen since high school. After a long catching-up conversation, my friends and I decided to sit around in the food court and talk. After a short while, one of the birthday boy's friends came by to wish him a happy birthday. He sat down and stayed with us for a while. Pretty sure it was about 2 hours. So at first, I didn't really notice him because I was too busy talking to my other friend about things. We needed to catch up... the last time I saw him was in early November. When my friend left though, the birthday boy introduced me to his friend. I got a good look at him and... he looked a lot like Jimmy. Remember him? Anyway, this guy looked like him. Not only in terms of facial features, but the way he dressed. I'm pretty sure I stared at him for a second or two... hopefully he didn't catch that. He was really cool though. He actually talked. Very UNJimmy-like. We ended up talking about Anime North, Japan, superhero movies, and some other random stuff. Similar interests. Score!
I don't recall talking about my Jimmy dream I had a few weeks ago. It may seem that I'm diverting from my story but I assure you, it coincides with it to a certain degree. So the description of this dream is short: I was in a lecture hall at school with Jimmy (or who seemed to be Jimmy) and we were watching a movie. Before and during it, we seemed to be talking for a long time. And that was the dream...
Now I'm saying that it coincides with the story because I started making connections. ONE, Jimmy, or the Jimmy look-alike. The guy I met on Thursday looked like him in terms of dress facial features. TWO, the setting of the dream, which was a lecture hall. The guy's name which I'm not going to say, is the same name of one of the lecture halls where I go to class. THREE, we were talking for a long time in the dream. Firstly, I haven't really talked to Jimmy. In my dream, we were talking and we seemed fairly comfortable doing so. I met this guy that day, and I was already comfortable talking to him. It wasn't awkward at all. FOUR, we watched a movie in the lecture hall/dream. I met this guy after we watched a movie. This probably seems crazy and it is probably a product of my over-thinking. But I don't know... I never really had a dream where I was able to connect it so many factors after experiencing one short incident. There was only one other time where that happened... but it was more of a "this is what could have happened" scenario.
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So I promised a ranting section. I'll just cut it down to a few sentences because I'm fairly calm now. My sister came back from university the day I went out with my friend for his birthday. We were okay for a few days... but as per usual, she is starting to get on my nerves. At least when she was away, I could just wait for someone else to answer to phone or not talk to her on MSN. Now, I have to deal with the real thing 24/7. When she's bored, she tends to come into my room and sits there silently. There isn't really an attempt at talking. She just sits on my bed and watches me do stuff. It gets a little annoying because even though I'm not doing anything of importance, I feel like my privacy and personal space has somehow been invaded. I'm in my room for a reason. If I wanted to socialize, I would have been in the living room chatting with everyone. I'm just glad that right now, she's out with friends. I won't have to deal with her for a little while.
Ah, so I have finished the D. Gray-Man anime and I am now up to date on the manga (read 178 chapters in about one week). Yes, I know. I have no life. Oh the things I do for cosplay research. Yes, I'm calling my D.G-M obsession research. It makes me feel like less of a loser. I feel some sort of uselessness now. For the past month I have been doing this and now I don't know what to do. I suppose my room is due for cleaning and some other errands need to be done. I also know that I need to get a great deal of drawing and other random things done. I suppose I know that I have so many things that need to be done that I just can't decide what to do. So now I'm just sitting here thinking and contemplating as I keep typing this sentence. I'll find something to do... eventually. I apologize for the redundancy. I'm just writing what comes to mind.
I suppose I'll continue typing until my brain finally decides to cease working for a short while. Yesterday one of my friends who goes to school in Ottawa talked to me. He's back home for the holidays and wanted to hang out. For some reason, it always involves drinking. I'm not a heavy drinker. Heck, I don't think I'm a drinker at all. Well, I can tolerate alcohol better than most in my family. I don't go red nor do I feel sick after one glass. I guess I'm lucky that way. On Tuesday, I'm meeting with one of my close friends for a mini movie marathon! We're going to watch The Tale of Despereux and The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. We're practically watching both movies for the price of one! I'm also getting her Christmas present that day. You can have anything you want, dear! Although... I already know what you want. haha. I made green tea cream puffs yesterday. I think they would have been good if I made the puffs better... they ended up like pointy cookies with green tea custard inside. They tasted good....? When it comes to baking, I always do better the second time.
Alright, so my brain has not ceased functioning... but I have, however, run out of things to say.
I will therefore end this entry and possibly decide on something productive to do.
The End.