I've been up since 6:30AM and my day has already been ruined.
As I'm getting ready to leave, my dad finds it oh-so-convenient to finally wake up and ask me a myriad of questions. All of which were repetitive, irrelevant and so very annoying. Because of this, I missed the bus by 2 minutes. The bus wasn't coming for another hour. An hour I could have used to be at the gym to work out. FML.
I've already had to compromise my time at the gym because of my parents' stupidity. I hate how I have to suffer the consequences of the stupid little things they do. At this rate, I'll be fat forever. I really want to move out now. I don't think this is just a temporary frustration-based notion. I really want to get out of here. I'd only have to take care of myself and I wouldn't have to deal with all the bullshit I've been going through this whole summer. Guess I'm gonna try saving up for an apartment so I can get the hell out of here by third or fourth year.
I think I'll try to get to work every weekend.
Now, I don't usually like to work during the weekend... or at all, but during the weekends especially. My sister has taken it upon herself to visit us. Every. Single. Weekend. I can only tolerate so much of her. I'm already annoyed with her when she's away. She calls our house a minimum of 3-4 times, everyday. Then she goes on to further bother us on msn messenger. How much more when she's actually here?
She's on what she calls a "sci-fi binge". More like yet another trend that she's adopted to give herself some credibility to her otherwise conformist, uninteresting personality. I've noticed this quite a lot. Each year, she finds some sort of trend to follow and becomes so very engrossed in it. And then she begins to research and gain knowledge about this trend to spew out to others as if she'd liked this thing all along. First it's Korean culture, then Japanese culture (she even started trying to watch anime. Trust me, if you knew her before, she would NEVER to do that. She constantly ridiculed me for having an interest in this and for cosplaying), and now sci-fi. If I lived by myself, I wouldn't have to deal with her being here so often... because she wouldn't be at my house.
Oh how enticing it would be to live by myself.
Hopefully things will look up today. I think I'll go to church early, hang out with my friend while she's working and buy some art supplies. I won't have to deal with my family for a few hours. Sounds wonderful.
The End.
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