Tidal Wave.

I've been updating pretty frequently. I guess it's because of school. Lotsa stress and alot more things happening that I can ramble on about...

So I'm getting better! Thank God. I'm still coughing every now and then but I don't feel like dying anymore so it's all good.

School is moderately killing me. Well, I'm sure if I didn't procrastinate and sleep past midnight, I wouldn't be saying that. I suppose because I only have 3 days of class and a considerable amount of time for me to slack between each class. I really should be doing homework during that time... well, I need to get my priorities straight, really.

I've slowly but surely become obsessed with graphic novels. I need to look into some more stuff. I used to subtly appreciate the comic genre when I was a kid. Well... more like, I would watch X-Men and Spiderman on Saturday mornings. And I vaguely recall having a Batman action figure as my prized possession when I was four years old. I guess my obsession with the Watchmen film was kind of like a gateway into a pending obsession with comics. Too bad I didn't know enough when Fanexpo was in town. Oh wait... I spent practically $300 on stuff. Never mind.

Unfortunately my lack of funds can't really support my obsession at the time. So I'll just have to deal with borrowing some graphic novels from the library which surprisingly has A LOT of stuff.

I really need to learn how to save some money. I think I've been doing okay so far. There's little changes that I've been gradually making. Surprisingly I actually have cash in my wallet for more than one day. That's a good sign.

I'm still feeling funny about some stuff. And I don't mean because I'm sick. It's like I have this sense of defeat mixed with anxiety, anger, loneliness and doubt. Yeah, that about sums it up. I think things are changing too much or moving at a pace I can't catch up with. I've been feeling dissatisfaction with myself more than usual these days. Sometimes it's to the point that I can't sleep because I think about it so much. I'd like to talk about it but there's some things I just can't figure out yet. Pretty sure you need to figure things out before you make an attempt to explain them.

Anyways, need to do some homework... or something else.

The End.