Sharks and Danger.

So I probably should be doing some homework before my class at 4 seeing as I'm swamped with work, work and more work for the next 2 weeks, but I just don't want to. 

Maybe I'll transfer some files to my external so my computer won't crash tonight. I'm planning to have an all-nighter. Although it's never really an all-nighter; I always, always fall asleep. Last Wednesday, I attempted not sleeping and I fell asleep at a random time. I don't even know what time. All I remember was, I was in bed and my brother comes in and tells me, "hey, get ready... it's 7:30".  I've been lacking sleep a lot lately. I think that'll be me for the next 2 weeks. Great. When the 14th, 19th and 20th at 7PM rolls around, I'll be so happy. That will mark the end of my design courses and one of my exams. I have another exam on the 30th... but at least I'll get some sleep after the 20th. 

I think I should post some of my work on this blog. I always talk about my design courses and my projects but I never actually show what I do. Maybe when I have more time. 

Gotta get started on making stuff to sell for anime north. Got 18 days to do it. I'll try to squeeze some drawing into my schedule. Aw man... getting overwhelmed. 

I wish I knew more html and CSS to make my blog page look more interesting. Maybe I'll try some stuff... The header is just a placeholder for now. That's actually a recycled page from one of my projects. But yeah, once the 30th rolls around, I'll be completely done and I'll have more time to do stuff... and sit around. Well, not really. I have summer school from June 8-July 17. But it's only 3 hours a day [9AM-12PM]. Not too bad. I can still have a life after. 

My mind's wandering again. I guess I should get ready for class.. 

The End. 

Stop This Train.

I'm alternating between Jack Johnson and John Mayer now. Really chill music. It's really good to work to. Well, in theory. I haven't really been doing much work. 

So remember my last post? I made a list of all the stuff I needed to get done. Haven't gotten them done yet. I'm planning to get one project done today before 5PM... where then I will meet up with my group and put all our stuff together. Don't know how long that'll take... but at least that'll be out of the way tonight. 

I'm having a mini-panic attack right now. I accidentally fell asleep. Like, really. I was supposed to take a 1-2 hour nap. I remember my phone's alarm ringing multiple times and me turning it off each time it rang. I really should put my alarm away from arm's reach. 

I still need to get that super late project done. Aw man, I'm soo screwed.  I suppose I'll do it tonight after the group meeting during one of many all-nighters this week... Although I probably failed.*sigh* 

It's such a shame that I don't even care how badly I'm doing in my classes. Well, surprisingly,in my fine arts cultural studies class.. I'm improving. I actually got an A on part of my essay. WTF? I'm not complaining. Hopefully that can boost up my mark. I stopped caring about my science class and I just hope to get a B in that class. All my other design classes likewise. I only need to get a 65 average to stay in the program. So.. aiming for a B average this semester? Yes! 

Aw man, this strike totally screwed me over. I have no motivation for anything. I'm already in summer mode. Everyone else is done (or almost done) school while I have to rot in projects and exams for a month longer. At least... I'm a month earlier than high school? 

I've been looking through my schedule for this week. It's a little crazy. Okay, crazy is an understatement. Basically, I probably WON'T be sleeping for a good.. 2-3 days. I'm not exaggerating. I'll have to compromise sleep in order to get all my crap done. Maybe I can squeeze 1-3 hours of sleep. I'm actually looking through my schedule again and planning what days I won't be sleeping.. 

I think Wednesday will be my only non-working day. Picking up my past art projects at my high school and then hanging out with my friend later on. I'll probably visit my teachers before then and maybe forget for a bit how screwed I am. Depending on how much has to be done... that might prove to be another all-nighter. Well, let's aim for a partial one. 3 hours of sleep? Yeah? 

If I didn't have so many hours at work, I could probably sleep during the week. I'm working the whole weekend. Basically working 20 hours over a course of 3 days. Help. I wish I could, but I can't take off any more hours at work. I really need the money. I really need to learn how to save money, actually. Although.. the money spent wasn't a result of reckless spending. I did go shopping a week ago... but then I had to pay my driving instructor a few(ha!) hundred dollars although my parents agreed to help me pay for part of it. 

So I just found out that my dad lost my eyeglass prescription. I need to buy contacts for my cosplay... which takes ABOUT 2 weeks to get to here. I need to get it this week in order to get it in time for the con. I'm getting really frustrated with my parents. Even if I tell them things ahead of time, they put their own things ahead of mine and pretend to forget what I tell them. Then they complain that they have so many things to do and they don't have time. Although half the time they just sit on their asses and watch tv. I haven't watched tv for over 30 minutes a day in weeks. So much for that argument. I hate how I have to come off as a bitch to get what I want. If I "kindly" ask or remind my parents, they blow it off. When I have to raise my voice and sound condescending, then they finally listen. My dad's finally getting my prescription today after 2 weeks of asking. 

I just wish that everything could just go away. I'm so stressed out and I don't know how to deal with it. I'm due for an emotional breakdown. I just know it. Who wants to take bets? Probably tonight. Wait... right now?

So I'm not sure where this entry's going. I suppose it's a sign that my mind's wandering and I need to get some work done. I should have started working 2 hours ago. I hope someone's praying for me. 

Goodbye sleep. Goodbye sanity. 

The End.