Like Knives.

Haven't updated in a while. School is literally kicking my ass. I haven't actually had the time to have a life outside of school and work. I'm trying really hard to get things done ahead of time... but it's just so overwhelming. Once I finish one thing, 2 or 3 things show up and it feels like it's never going to stop. I haven't gotten to the point where I want to cry yet. I still have a few days till it gets that far. 

Want to know what my schedule's like so far?

-Friday (tomorrow): Work from 11:00-7:00. Might have to meet up with people to finish a project due Tuesday.

-Saturday: Meeting with group again at 11:30 to finish up project. Then onto work from 5:00-10:00

-Sunday: Need to go to church at 10:30AM, then  onto work from 2:00-7:00. After work, I'll be working my ass off on my dying/research project.

-Monday: Dyeing assignment & research paper due. Need to get design image book printed and bound in the morning. I'm expecting close to 50+ pages. Oh joy. Will probably be working on essay proposal and annotated bibliography. Possibly no sleep.

-Tuesday: Design image book, interdisciplinary project presentation, essay proposal and annotated bibliography due.

-Wednesday: Surprisingly, no work. But I'll be working on my assignments due the next day.

-Thursday: 20 compositions done on illustrator, 10 vector drawings of photos I took, 4 html layouts. 

I really wish everything wasn't due on the same week. It's just so frustrating because there's only so much I can do before going completely crazy. 

On a more positive note? My friend and I might go see City and Colour on either May 25, 26 or 27! Omg it would make my life to see Dallas Green play live. He's such an awesome singer/musician. After listening to his CDs it made me want to play guitar again. I'm still debating whether or not I should take those lessons at school. My poor acoustic has been left unplayed for  so many years. =(

One of my "bosses" at work is being nicer to me. Well, he was never mean but our conversations would consist of "hi how are you?" "I'm good, how are you?" "good". Now we actually TALK. And the other day, he complimented my hair. It's kind of weird because it was so sudden. Hopefully I won't do something to piss him off. I like the niceness. haha.

Oh man.. there's so many things I need/want to do after next Thursday is over. I need to go shopping. I haven't bought new clothes in a really, really long time. And I also need to get started on my cosplay. I think I can get some parts of it done without consulting with my cosplay group. I can probably get the pants, scarf, headband and accessories out of the way before we all meet up and make the jackets together. Plus, I need to draw/colour merchandise for anime north. Woooow. It's gonna be a busy couple months.

I think I'm going to change my availability at work. I can't handle so many shifts and there's close to 40 cashiers that can work. Plus, I got a raise at work so I can work less hours and still get decent amounts of money. I think they'll survive without me working 21832918019 hours. 

The schedules for the next school year is up. I can take guitar class! I'm debating whether to take 2 courses in the summer so there's less the worry about during the actual year. I still have some time... well, till Thursday. 

I think I'm going to head off to bed pretty soon. Need to be rested for work. *sigh*

The End.