Sitting, Waiting, Wishing.

I'm really getting into Jack Johnson. He's so mellow. I like. Listening to this kind of music makes me want to really start playing guitar again. I really hope I make I can get into the guitar class at my school next year. I mentioned that to my friend last night and he told me he could help me get started so I can pwn some n00bs... in an introductory guitar class. haha. 

I haven't been sleeping much. Twice this week I've been having 2 hours of sleep. I guess it's my fault for watching movies instead of doing homework. I watched Detroit Metal City, V for Vendetta (well.. more like finished it. Watched 30 minutes of it in an attempt to "test" the downloaded video the night before), and Fight Club. All very good movies. Maybe I'll have time to watch Garden State this weekend. It's less than 2 hours. That's usually the amount of time I waste when I'm reluctant to do homework. In other words, I'll most likely watch it during one of my many "breaks". ;D

So I suppose the countdown to school ending is starting. I only have... 3 weeks for my Thursday classes and 4 weeks for my Monday/Tuesday classes to end. I will be so happy when May 14 is over. That will mark the end of 12 hour days at school. I really need to carefully plan my schedule next year. It's not even the fact that I have class for the whole 12 hours. It's one four class, a four hour break, and then another four hour break. Sure, I appreciate the four hour break when I have to finish up the assignment for another class but... it gets annoying. I'm basically at school longer than I really have to be. 

I suppose it's crunch time now. We basically have 1 major project (with the exception of one class) due per class now. Well, I actually have to finish up a project that was due yesterday. It's really bad that I don't care so much. It's so hard to get motivated.... especially every time I think about the fact that I should have been done at the beginning of April... stupid strike. 

Anime North is in 28 days. I have yet to make my cosplay, order contacts, buy a wig and style it, and make a massive hammer that apparently has to at least be the same size and I am. I also have yet to start on making merchandise to sell. I should make some sketches between classes so I at least have something. 

So uh... something happened yesterday. It was really random. Basically, I saw this friend perform at a talent show at my old high school. When the show was over, him and another friend walked me over to the bus stop. He was about to cross the street and I hugged him. He said, "thanks for coming to see me!" So I responded with, "yeah, of course". Then he said, "I love you". At the time I didn't think anything of it and I said, "aww I love you too! Be careful going home!"

It could be just a "I love you as a friend" kinda thing. Maybe he just really appreciated the fact that I went out to see him perform last night and I haven't seen him since his birthday which was four months ago. I could just be over thinking... since that is my nature. It probably is that. There was much speculation with this person last year... it's really hard to tell. It was just a little shocking when he said that... at a really random time. I need to stop worrying and assuming things. I need to do some homework. 

So, I will try to get some work done. If my assignment didn't involve websites and HTML, I would totally turn off my internet connection to avoid distraction. Wish me luck.

The End.