I'm so grateful to be nowhere...

So my title has nothing to do with my entry... well, it might. It's from the song "Hateful" by The Clash. I'm really getting into punk again. It's crazy. I think I'm having a phase because I was into Jpop, Jrock and Kpop at the beginning of the year and all of a sudden bam! Punk makes a comeback into my playlist. haha. I think it might be the stress I've been having at school/not school. I guess I need some sort of outlet to release all my built up agression. Come to think of it, listening to The Distillers makes me a bit better...

My attempt at waking up early failed... again. Well, mind you, it wasn't entirely my fault. My brother walked into my room this morning at about... 7:45AM, woke me up and took my house keys. Now, being disturbed from my once pleasant sleep made me cranky and all I could think of was how angry I was... and a slur of profanities soon ensued. 

So I eventually got up at 11AM which wasn't bad since my class started at 2:30PM. I spent about and hour fixing up the report I should have had done the night before. I know, total procrastination. Then I got ready and headed for a crowded bus to get to school. 

Today was really, really nice. According to the weatherman it was about 20 degrees outside. It felt like summer today. So the bus was a little late and I had to rush to class. That, plus the hot weather made me a little uncomfortable. 

So lecture was pretty boring. When I feel like I'm going to fall asleep, I try to write down as much as possible... so then I can keep myself awake. I don't like sleeping in class because I find that to be really disrespectful to the professor. So for tutorial, which happened shortly after, we got group projects. The group I had DID NOT TALK. It was so awkward between all of us. I would try talking to people... but it would still be extremely awkward. I don't know what the big deal is, we just need to get the project done. End of story. 

So I saw two of my friends once I got out of tutorial. Er.. set up friend + other friend? I really should make up some temporary names. Anyway, I walked set up friend to her bus stop and waited with her until her bus came. We just talked about certain stuff and I was telling her, "hm.. maybe I'll sit with you guys in class tomorrow" and she goes, "oh and Jimmy" Yes, I shall refer him to Jimmy to avoid confusion. Anyway, it always has the tendency to go back to him somehow. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, apparently lots of people are getting set up with Jimmy well, more like... 2: myself and set-up girl's cousin. Set-up girl's mom apparently tried to set  them up but I think to no avail. I won't go into details. Anyway, I'm not so sure about this whole thing anymore because of this whole stress plus homework thing. I think I don't have time for a boyfriend. I think I would be constantly neglecting them if I ever got one. It would be unintentional of course... but it would happen. Well, then again, if we were in the same program, same amounts of work and we would understand the pressures of our respective programs. I don't know, pros and cons on both options. I feel a little indifferent about it right now, which I think would be best. That way, I don't/won't expect anything and that way, I can be more pleasantly surprised. 

So it's two days until a potential strike. I think we won't know if there will be one for sure until it actually happens, which is 12:01AM on Thursday. I'm going to get my work done just in case and you know, if I have the work done and there is a strike, I won't have to worry about it later on. 

Okay, so with that said, I'll take off and do some work... *sigh*

The End.

P.S. I saw one of those real estate ads on a bus while I was getting to class. They had the slogan in COMIC SANS. That is like, typeface blasphemy... and the fact that it was on something as big as a bus makes me want to cry.