We hold our breath and fold our hands like paper planes.

Again, the procrastinating part of my brain has taken over my initiative to work. 

I know there's work that needs to be done... but I still put it off. Ironically enough, one of my friends sent me an email about time management. As previously mentioned, although my school is in lockdown due to the strike, I still have to go Oakville for classes. What's scary is that I have a "test on readings". More like, a midterm exam. It's the only test my class has had. Apparently it's worth 35% of my mark. Oh joy. 

Do you ever feel like there's so much to do and it's so overwhelming that your body just shuts down sometimes and tries to avoid it? I think that's how I am right now. I'm scared of failing my midterm... but I just can't bring myself to study. I know, however, if I leave it to the night before, I'll probably cry. 

So I haven't  been productive at all during this time off. I really need to take this to my advantage. If I somehow get my act together, I'm going to try to finish the projects that were assigned. The classes will resume right where we left them so if I get everything done, I can have time to do other things.

Speaking of other things, I really need to draw.... and sculpt? I'm  selling stuff at Anime North with a friend and I'm really, really excited. I need to find time to make the stuff we're planning to sell. Oh the pressures of higher education. So far, I've made literally 2 drawings. One of which is the improved version of this little guy:

I've started listening to the music I used to listen to religiously throughout high school all over again. I feel all nostalgic and surprised that I still remember the lyrics to the songs.

Oh, so I had a driving lesson yesterday. It was weird because I usually get a 2 hour lesson every other week, but for some reason, I had a lesson the week after my last one. So I got my instructor into City & Colour. He liked it so much that we was practically blasting it in the car. I didn't mind. Yesterday, I got to drive on the highway. It was actually pretty scary. I think I wouldn't have been freaking out if I got some sort of warning prior to turning into it. Basically, my instructor was like, "okay... not turn here.... we're going on the highway." I went, "WHAT?!? WHY?!?!" and he was like, "oooooh, don't worry, it's only a small highway." Do I was going down the ramp and waited for the light to change to get onto the highway. While I was waiting, I saw all the cars just zooming past me. I was freaking out. Holy crap.

I really think I should do some sort of exercise more often. I feel really, for lack of a better word, fat. Do you ever have those days where you just feel that way? I've been neglecting poor Shawn T in my basement. 

Look at him, all happy and flamboyant, determined to get you awesome abs. hahahaha.

As you can see, I'm totally procrastinating. I really need to study... and clean my room. I think I'll clean my room. I don't want to kill myself yet. 

The End.