Slight observations.

Again I'm not doing work. Well, actually I'm downloading some programs to get some work done. My uncle was supposed to pick me up today... but I think, due to lack of communication, he kind of forgot about our get-together. He's been working during the week so I can't blame him. It's my fault for not reminding him. Anyway, I would much prefer if he came over for one day. I think it would be too much of a hassle for me to stay there the whole weekend. 

I think the strike at my school has left me way too much time to think about things. I suppose it can prove to be quite useful as I've changed my perspective on things. One thing being my pursuit of getting a boyfriend. Wow, that doesn't sound desperate at all *sarcasm*. Anyway, through observation of not-so-recent events, I've realized that there's other things that more important than finding that "special someone". Not to be cliche or anything, but when it happens it'll happen and I'm perfectly content with where I am right now.

Another thing. I woke up today and looked in the mirror and it seems I've lost some weight... but I think I've done so unhealthily. It could be lack of sleep; my sister is certain of that. I slept close to 4AM again. It's been about 4-5 days this week where I've slept this late. What's really bad is the fact that I do nothing productive. Now I've been waking up past noon for the past few days. Also, I seem to be losing my appetite a lot more. I can't seem to eat that much anymore. I told my sister (future doctor) and she said my body is messed up because I haven't been sleeping properly. Also, because I've been sleeping and waking up at such odd hours, I already missed 1-2 meals. 

Also, due to my odd sleeping patterns, I've gained oh-so-wonderful dark circles around my eyes. I'll soon be looking like this guy if this continues. 

There's so many things I could do... the strike has literally been on for a month and I have very little to show for it. I wish I was more productive. I suppose I need some sort of other power to control me  because, I feel like I have nothing to motivate me. Well, isn't that sad... 

So I've been thinking about getting a job really soon.  I realized how broke I am and how lazy I'm becoming. Might as well do something and get paid for it.  Actually, I'm planning to send out some resumes next week. I just need to edit it a bit and get some references. I was telling my friend, who I also used to work with and he told me to go back to the place I used to work at, which was Black's. He told me that I would obviously get the job because I had worked there already and I wouldn't really need any training. I thought about it... and I don't want to go back. I obviously left for a reason and I'd rather work somewhere new. That way, I'd get more experience in different working environments, I suppose. So thanks, but no thanks. 

Alright, my programs are almost done downloading and I guess I'll try to actually work. I wonder how many times I've said that in this blog and actually tried. Anyways, wish me luck.

The End.